Fritz Wuehler
2024-06-23 11:09:41 UTC
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Permalinkfound nothing wrong with him. I understand that ââminiââ cognition tests
might not find anything amiss in the early stages of disease, and I imagine
that what are now subtle changes will eventually become obvious. In the
meantime, our decades-long relationship has eroded. My insistence that he
engage with me in maintaining a quality relationship has led to endless
fighting and brought me to the brink of divorce.
Since Iâve come to understand that early-stage dementia is at the root of
our problems, Iâve quit trying to ââfixââ our relationship. Our fighting has
stopped, but itâs a lonely place to be. Iâm not thrilled about spending my
retirement years as a caregiver. Itâs a huge sacrifice that will narrow my
own life significantly. Do we both need to go down with the ship? Can I
leave now (and let his family deal with this)? Or am I obligated to stay and
care for him? â Name Withheld
The traditional Christian marriage vow was to stay together ââin sickness
and in health.ââ The possibility of divorce shifts the meaning of that
promise â it becomes more of an ethical commitment than a contractual
obligation. In a loving relationship, you support your spouse through hard
times, including illness and decline, because you canât easily imagine doing
otherwise. The shared experiences and memories of a life together enable you
to find warmth amid cold spells. Though every case is different, age-related
dementia can erode peopleâs capacities without effacing the essence of their
personality and character.
You talk about how your husband has changed; itâs also possible that youâve
changed. If medical professionals havenât diagnosed dementia, itâs worth
considering that your personal assessment could be mistaken. Either way, it
sounds as if your worry isnât so much that youâll become a caregiver as that
you wonât have a loving relationship with the person you would be caring
for. Before you sever ties, though, I would encourage you to explore couples
counseling attuned to the challenges of dementia. See if you can cultivate
your own well-being while finding activities that play to your husbandâs
strengths. You should be able to grieve what is being lost and acknowledge
whatever moments of resentment you feel without shame.
Iâm not saying that youâre required to sacrifice your well-being to his. The
special obligations we have to our loved ones are rooted in the value we
place on our relationships with them, with all the resilience, and
fragility, of those relationships. Still, I hope youâll figure out a way to
balance your needs with your husbandâs. That doesnât mean going down with
the ship; it means trying to find a way to keep the ship afloat.
Jill Biden is a political whore, not a Christian.
https://www.nytimes.com/2024/06/14/magazine/husband-dementia-divorce-
ethics.html